Sabtu, 11 Januari 2014

Life is beautiful

Aku menatap pantulan diriku di depan cermin. Nampak sosok seorang gadis yang sangat jauh dari kata KESEMPURNAAN lalu aku mulai berpikir

apa arti kesempurnaan itu jika tidak diiringi oleh kebahagiaan? Tidak Ada makhluk yang cukup sempurna selain sang pencipta, iya kan? 

Di tinggal pergi seseorang yang sangat kita sayangi memang sangat menyakitkan, tapi di dunia ini tidak ada yang namanya abadi, iya kan? 

Mencintai setulus hati, berarti rela berkorban demi apa saja, iya kan?

Katanya cinta, katanya sayang, kalau gitu harus rela dong melihat sang pemilik hati bahagia bersama orang lain, iya kan?

Cinta tak selamanya harus memiliki, cinta kadang bertepuk sebelah tangan, cinta kadang terpisah jarak dan waktu tapi itu yang namanya cinta, iya kan?

Cinta tak mengenal usia, tak mengenal kapan, di mana, siapa aku, siapa kamu. Cinta datang dengan sendirinya dan pergi dengan sendirinya, iya kan?

Sama seperti lirik dalam lagu Padi yang berjudul Harmoni

Aku mengenal di kau. Tak cukup lama, separuh usia ku. Namun begitu banyak pelajaran yang aku terima.


Kau membuatku mengerti hidup ini. Kita terlahir bagai selembar keras putih. Tinggal kulukis dengan tinta pesan damai. Yang terwujud harmoni🎵

Kehidupan itu indah jika kau senantiasa untuk menikmati setiap detiknya. 

Hargailah segala hal yang telah kau miliki di dunia ini, karena mereka tidak akan selamanya menjadi milikmu.

Unwanted and Forgotten



So I decided to start writing on this again. I just want to share what I have been thinking. And if I use English that doesn't mean I'm good at English but I dunno how to express my feeling in Indonesian. If you read every single post you will find my mistakes, many wrong grammar, tenses and ect. So here we go...

One day, i was in my room, laying in bed, thinking about everything that happen to me.


I feel so grateful about everything that comes to my life, for all the beautiful memories and for all the lessons.


Then, I was thinking about whats the scariest thing in my life. I think about feeling unwanted and forgotten. 

I remember the character, Augustus Waters, in The Fault In Our Stars, he was afraid of dying because he was afraid people will forget every single thing about him. And then suddenly I think about that too, I'm afraid of being forgotten. I'm not like Augustus, he was a basketball star before he was diagnosed for cancer, one of his leg must be amputated and that means he must stop  dreaming about being the professional athlete. I'm just an ordinary girl that lucky to got a chance to have school in one of the best school in town. But in there, most of the times I was thinking that I have no talent.  I'm not that kind of popular girl. I'm not that smartest girl in class that every teacher love. I'm not.

I'm just a girl that love reading fiction books, love watching movies, love musics eventho I can't play any instrument or even sing.

And yaa, im afraid of that